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We are here, now. I don't know how we got here, but we are here. Blood is circulating; breath is going out and in. There is sound and there is silence. Whatever I presume or imagine myself to be; whatever I choose to identify with in any given moment, such as this one, seems to have either nothing or everything to do with it all...

Listen to this first: Osho: What is Happiness?

Can you imagine nothing? No people, no earth, no universe, no consciousness, no anything; just eternal nothingness without witness?

So far for me there has always been something. Even in the deepest sleep, still, I am. I may not remember, but I have no evidence that I am non-existant in any moment that I look. Always, there I am, whatever it is that is me.

The universe is only appearances in my awareness. Space, time, trees, houses, people, these hands that are typing on this keyboard, the thoughts that are occurring as they do – these things are all external, secondary to the consciousness of them, secondary to me, whatever it is that I am. They are all in the category of observed things, and observed things come and go; none of them are me or mine; none of them can ever be presumed to be real apart from me.

If it is possible for me not to exist, then it is possible for this entire universe not to exist too. In fact it is certain. When I cease to exist, the universe will cease to exist too. It’s obvious that there can be no universe without me because I am an essential part of it. In fact, I am prior to it.

Sitting here, trying to imagine what nothing would be like, the thoughts settle down and I find I turn inward on myself. To get to nothing, I have to go through me. Is it possible for me not to exist?

Who Am I?: Calvin & Hobbes

Behold; Life is Short - Play Hard; Monkey Mind; Jill Bolte Taylor - My Stroke of Insight; Intenders poster; Describe God; Fears & Desires; Prying Open the Third Eye; All as One

Ho'oponopono: Foundation of I; What Is?; wikipedia    I love you. I'm sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you.
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Bob Adamson: Sailor Bob; audio excerpts: 1, 2, 3, 4
Adyashanti: Open Gate Sangha
James Allen: As a Man Thinketh
Ramesh Balsekar: Consciousness Is All There Is; Uniquely Programmed Individual; What is Free Will?
Jacob Boehme: God is All; The Way to Christ; 1st Book: Of True Repentance; 2nd Book: Of True Resignation; 3rd Book: Of Regeneration or New Birth; 4th Book: 2 Dialogues Concerning the Supersensual Life; Of Heaven & Hell; The Way From Darkness to True Illumination; Resources; Mark Jaqua: Illumination of Jacob Boehme
James Braha: Non Duality
Bob Cergol: Certainty You Seek; Dancing Flame; Nothing of You Remains
Mantak Chia: Pacific Tao; Universal Tao
Anthony de Mello: words
Tim Duerden: Notes; Subtle Energy Manual, v. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5
Jeff Foster: Life Without a Centre
Foundation for Inner Peace: A Course In Miracles; '72 ed.
Randall Friend: You Are Dreaming
Thadeus Golas: Lazy Man's Guide to Enlightenment; video
Mike Graham: End of Spiritual Seeking
G.I. Gurdjieff: International Review; Movements
Charles Haanel: Master Key System
Douglas Harding: Headless Way; Pillay interview with DH; Realization
Dale Hunter: Book of Daleth
Leonard Jacobson: website
Byron Katie: The Work; Massad interview with BK
Scott Kiloby: Reflections of the One Life
Barrie Konicov: Self-Hypnosis/ Subliminal Persuasion mp3s
Jiddu Krishnamurti: Observing Without the "Me" (1st Public Talk); Book of Life
U.G. Krishnamurti: Essential UG; Courage to Stand Alone; Mind Is A Myth; Mystique of Enlightenment; No Way Out; Thought Is Your Enemy; Bhatt - A Taste of Death; Bhatt - U.G. Krishnamurti, A Life; Kelker - Sage & the Housewife; Reddi - Science & UG; Remembering U.G.
Gina Lake: Radical Happiness; Awakening from the Egoic Mind
Wayne Liquorman: Advaita Fellowship; Introduction to the Teaching
Barry Long: organization; What It Is to Die
Franklin Merrell-Wolff: Fellowship; Great Space Center; Om Guru
Nirmala: Gifts With No Giver; Heart's Wisdom; Nothing Personal, pt. 1; Radiance
Nisargadatta Maharaj: I Am That; I Am That (pdf); I Am Unborn; Nectar of Immortality excerpt; Quintessence of My Teaching excerpt; YouTube; video on bottom of page; Message, Quotes & I am That; Awaken to the Eternal; Wolinsky: Talks
Nithyananda: Living Enlightenment - Discourse on 1st Experience Day (5/31/07); Seattle TV Interview; Workings of the Mind; Power of the 3rd Eye
Candice O'Denver: Great Freedom
Ramana Maharshi: words; Bhagavan Ramana; Self Enquiry; Spiritual Instruction; Who Am I?
Osho: A Bird On the Wing (06/10-20/74); Ah, This! (01/3-10/80); Ancient Music In the Pines (02/21-29/76); And Now, And Here (10/28-31/69); And the Flowers Showered 10/31-11/10/74); A Sudden Clash of Thunder (8/11-20/76); Art of Dying (10/11-20/76); Be Still & Know (09/01-10/79); Dhammapada '79-'80), v.1, v.2, v.3, v.4, v.5, v.6, v.7, v.8, v.9, v.10, v.11, v.12; Discipline of Transcendence, v.1, v.2; First Principle; Heart Sutra; I Am the Gate (1971); Golden Future (4/19-5/31/87); Goose is Out 3/1-10/81); Grass Grows By Itself (2/21-28/75); Hidden Harmony (12/21-31/74); Language of Existence (8/29-9/7/88); Miracle (8/2-11/88); Mustard Seed; Orange Book; LSD: Shortcut to False Samadhi; Sufis: The People on the Path, v.1, v.2; Perfect Master, v.1, v.2; Rebel (1987); Theologica Mystica (8/11-25/80); This Very Body, The Buddha (12/11-20/77); Unio Mystica, v.1, v.2; Until You Die; Vital Balance; When the Shoe Fits; Yoga, the Alpha & the Omega, v.1, v.3, v.4,v.5, v.6, v.7, v.8, v.9, v.10; Zen, the Mystery & Poetry of Beyond; various; words; audio discourses; Sam - Life of Osho
Papaji: video clips; Poonja; Greenwald interview w Papaji; Our Destination
Tony Parsons: Open Secret
Pierre Pradervand: Gentle Art of Blessing
Ramakrishna: F. Max Muller - His Life & Sayings
Bernadette Roberts:
Richard Rose: The Absolute; Robert Martin: Peace to the Warrior; John Kent: Path to Reality; Gold & Marshall: After the Absolute
Joseph Sadony: Gates of the Mind
William Samuel: Awakening in the Meadow; Modern Mystic; An Invitation to Reality
Mario Sanasi: The Seeing
Gilbert Schultz: Everything Is Clear & Obvious; Shining through the mind
Suzanne Segal: Excerpts from Collision with the Infinite
Stanley Sobottka: A Course In Consciousness
Brother David Steindl-Rast: Constant Miracle
Art Ticknor: Critical Path to Nirvana; Ego; Realization; follow up
Eckhart Tolle: teachings; audios; words; Interview by Andrew Cohen; Sounds True; quotes
Joan Tollifson: Simple & Obvious Truth; Openess that's Always Here
Nitin Trasi: What Is Enlightenment?
Wei Wu Wei: archive
Stephen Wingate: Living in Peace: The Natural State
Metta Zetty: Wakening Into Awareness; Epiphany: Gift of Light

Gayatri Mantra: audio, words

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